Lian of Veirnan

[Filter: Stephanie and Lissandra]

I keep seeing the two of you together, talking ... and writing too, sometimes. Is something going on? Is it about me? Or Father?

Please tell me ...

[Filter: Lissandra and Stephanie]

I heard Father and Edeyn talking today ... I think it was about that other group. I'm not sure though, because I wasn't right there. I don't think they knew I was close enough to hear at all ...

Edeyn said that the closest place to us right now is Aelvir and it sounds like she thinks that's where the group. Father sounded ... he wasn't happy to talk about them at all though I'm not sure why.

... I couldn't hear anything else but that.

[Filter: Father and Lissandra]

Does Lady Camilla remind you of ... Grandmother ...? She does for me. Especially when she talks to Benji sometimes.

I think he's scared of her. And lots of other things too.

[Filter: Father]

I went to see Lancel, like you said ...

He - I think he was happy to see me but he wasn't quite the same as I remember. I haven't really seen him at all much lately, not since everything happened ... even before we left. And I know it's not because of his health, since you fixed that. I just don't understand any of it.

He asked if I knew what was going to happen to him now but I told him no. What is going to happen?

[Filter: Private]

Why won't anyone tell us what's happening? I know there's something but ... I have no idea what. Things with Lancel and Linnell and something else too, I'm sure of it ... Edeyn would tell me that I should be patient and wait. They'll tell me when I need to know.

Edeyn would also tell me that I need to do what I promised and stop putting it off.

[Filter: Stephanie]

... I just wanted you to know that I'm really sorry for what I did. It was a terrible thing to do. And I'm sorry.

[Filter: Fath

[Filter: House Veirnan]

I'm sorry today wasn't a very good Festival. But ... at least Lancel looks a lot better. That's one of the best presents ever.

I ...


[Filter: Private]

This is too hard. I didn't think it could get worse ... but when he starts talking to me and then suddenly stops, it's the worst thing ever.

I hate this [the next part of the page is covered in smeared ink]

[Filter: Father]

Father ... please talk to me. I - I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

Please ...

[Filter: Private]

... I feel like maybe something is going on and no one is telling me. Again. But I don't know what to do about it. Linnell is being really ... nasty. And Lissandra won't tell me anything. And Stephanie ... I don't want to ask Stephanie.

Maybe Meghan might know. Probably not but ... maybe.

[Filter: Meghan]

Hello. How are you?

[Filter: Private]

She's definitely been acting different. She's worried, I think ... about a lot of things. Probably a lot is what I said to her. Maybe it will be enough.

... I hope she doesn't say anything. I don't think she will. I ... no, I don't think she will. But I'll watch just in case.